.: why egypt?? :.

so,so,so....there are a few more days left for me to spend in malaysia...so sad yet quite excited because i want to feel the barakah of ramadahan at egypt as many of seniors told me that the way of celebrating the month of ramadhan there is way way more different than in malaysia...

when i told some of my relatives, freinds, whoever, that i want to futher my studies as a medical syudent at egypt, some of them would ask, why egypt?? why, why,why....

first of all, when i go through the advertisment from MARA and JPA about the scholarship they offered and the rules and terms, amount of years and and the nessesary information, there are list of country that crossed my mind which is AUSTRALIA, IRELAND, JORDAN and EGPYT...

i was really eager to go to the western countries because...erm..i dunno..a was exposed by some of the seniors which study and still studying there and they had quite influence my mind..they sad that the education there is first class, the place is safe, u can learn new culture there and still u can hold to your own relegion...the scenary were beautiful, and i dont know...i was influence by the pictures and all...hahaha.. (maybe cuz i love taking pictures!!)..so, without further action, i choose medical (genarally, where in your choice includes the western countries, india, indonesia, and russia) and it was under JPA.. (filling the forms on the internet...)


there's a week before the deadline to submit the form..after asking some of my friends, many of them choosed MARA and choosed middle-east medic...buut still, i want to stick to what i requested before..then, one of my frens give a really good reason why they choose middle east and MARA..first, if you choose JPA u will have to work for gov for 10years (wowww!!) and the competition to get a place in JPA is tough (the interview session plays an important role)...so, that is the time when i started to 'stop and think' what i have choosed....


after going through the advertisment, if i want to go to western country, i have to go through 1-2 years of matriculation-like course (AUSMAT, A-level) and i can only go if i passed.its ok if i have to pass the foundation course but it will take a really long time for me to become a G.P (about 7-9 years)..then question by question started to crossed my mind, how old am i then by that time? when will i get my first job? when will i do my master? when will i become a specialist and get high salary??(huhu) when will i get married? get my first child?? (that question is out of the topic..hehhe)

then, i was interested by the advertisment when i read that if you choose middle-east medic or if u get russia, you will attend a 3-month language course and then it took only 5-6years to complete basic medical studies..hm...interesting...i study arabic laguage since pre-school and now, this is the time where everything i learn will be useful...if i choose russia, i have to study another language...still, i didn't change the form yet, cuz i really dont know what i want right now...huhu..it is so hard to decide...

then, my mother start telling me about former seniors from my schools who failed to pass the JPA interview..she told me to think about what i really what because this is about my future...after questioning myself again, and again, i decided to change my form a day before the deadline...there it goes...if i get the interview, and passed, i will go to middle east....what??? am i making the right choice????

there must be a reason why ALLAH made my change my form at the last min...

egypt is renowed with the name ard-kinanah and ard-anbiya'...if u look back in history, the earliest civilisation starts at mediterranean sea (mesopotamia) and egypt is one of the earliest country to practice medical..i can improve my skill of communicating in a laguage which i have learnt about 10 years since pre-school ..this would be a really good time for me to practice what i learned...in egypt, there are many 'sheikh' where i can improve my understanding about ISLAm, upgarde my IMAN and learn more and more bout the Quran...and at the same time, i can study medic...don't u see that as an advantage?? egypt is an islamic country, so, before i go to western countries, its a very good opportunity to explore an islamic country and to explore the place where many of our prophet stay and tried to tell their ummat to pray for only ALLAh and nothing else... if i study in malaysia, i will be exposed to the 'dying' social problems in this country and i dont really know how tough is my iman to endure the life as a student in Malaysia with all those social problems..i dont want to take the risk..i want to strengthen my heart and my IMAN before im back to become an example to my little sisters and brothers, to my friends and to the society....

the reason why i post this is to put myself focused and creating a mind set before i go there...about 6 days to come..i am sad to leave everything behind but i am going for a really good reason..i will be back soon, with a degree and upgraded Iman in my heart..i will become a better person..looking at my country from a differrent prespective to make a huge change for my own nation and country...just wait for me, i will be back soon...i will give my best to my family, nation, country and most important of all, i will give my best to get ALLAH's barakah...because that is the main reason why we lived in this world....im just looking at myself right now, im nothing...i will become somebody one day...just wait and see...here i goooo !!!!!!

pre-departure program...huhu

12 sept there was a pre departure prog held by MARA lo give us some briefing before our flight to egypt at unikL, jln sultan ismail, kL. All students that will further their studies there this year under MARA have attended this program.there are approximately 200 students (i dont really remember the exact amount, huhu)..

piyah nani n fiza (sempat lagi tu...hehe...kenangan2)

kongsi kutu...hahah ( piyah mcm teletubbis..hahah)

hehe...duduk kat kusi vip...

there are some speech from vip like Y.Bhg. Dato' Mohamad Rais bin Haji Zainuddin and others,then, there are briefing from our travel agents (global tourism and Amazon Travel)..YPIMB insurance, and Bank islam...

we was told about the maximum weight for our luggages..its only 30kg..huh...its not enough..i think i overloaded my lugage...i have to put away some of my stuffs..huwawaaa...i hope i still can bring bebear along though cuz it will 'cry' if i leave it...hahaha...(bear tu gemok..cane la nak sumbt ni...haha)..still we can carry a hand luggage with max weight of 8 kg...hope its enough cuz it exclude the labtop bag...

bebear frust menonggeng tak muat dalam beg...hahaha

i got my flight on 20th sept (as i was told), which is on saturday...alhamdulillah, i got on saturday cuz if i get on monday or wednesday, maybe not everyone could sent me to the airport...this is my last day on M'sia this year..i want to meet them for the last time..huuuuuu.......overall the flight takes about 11 hours and insya allah i will departe at 11:45 p.m and arrive at Cairo airport at 6.00 a.m, huhu....and there's a one-h0ur transit at bombay (huuhu...jgn tertinggal kat sini sudah...hehe)


so, these are some the stuffs i got after we finished the program

etisalat ahlan! nombor mesir...haha + 10 egyptian pound topup!! hehe (it starts with 011)

travel cekkkk...blur2.....

USD..huhu...let the amount be a secret..hehe

plus, we get some cash in RM for cloth expanses and the rest is for ur expenses at alexandria for 6 MONTH!! that means i have to plan my own financial from now on..pay house rent, buy food, pay bills..huuuu... (luckily for first year, we have to stay at the apartment bought by MARA)


after that, we planned to go home but the traffic was sooooo terrible so ayah marinah decided to (me,marinah n nabihah...tumpang ayah marinah) break fast at klcc! huhu...(tak sempat shopping pun..hehe) so i guess, this is the last time i visit here for this year...huhu..

klcc....

ngan marinah menuggu lift..hehe

the place where we berbuka...at a thailand restaurant ( ayah marinah blanje!! ehhehe)

snap snap!
air pancut kat blkang tu..weeeee~


hmm..sad...so sad...cuz i will leave behind my family and loved one...huwwaaa...i will get through it...this is a sacrifice i have to make in order to become a doctor!! goo00ooo fiza!! hahahahaha...to all my frens that will go to egypt to...lets us all cry together...huwaaaaa!!!!

ayat-ayat cinta

familiar with this tittle?? huhu...mmgla, cite novel laris yang telah difilemkan tula...karya novel Habiburrahman El Shirazy and directed by Hanung Bramantyo n pelakon2 wanita yang cun2 (yang hero cam kureng, hehe..but still...ok2)

actually, im really not a fan of reading love novels but my frens always talk and i saw they borrewed the book (actually, only one person had the book but they take turs to read it..its normal..haha)..tajuk pun mcm menarik je..tapi mcm mlas je nak amik tau...pg tadi, terdengar lagu theme dia sang by rossa entittled ayat2 cinta..bile da denga n hayati lyrics, i feel interested to watch the movie...luckily, jumpela kat u tube...hehe....layan jela cte tu...

sincerly, mmg cte ni sgt2 best, meaningful, and very touching...maybe ramai dah tgk n bace novel cte ni but just want to share...huhu...skang ni rase mcm nak cari novel dia plak...teringin nak bace la plak...hihihihi...its about a sacrifice for love fi sabillillah...and halangan2,dalam percintaan, menggambarkan percintaan berlandaskan islam, ang sikit sebanyak kehidupan di mesir (walupon shooting kat india and indonesia..huhu) and at the same time, terdengar la ayat2 bahasa arab amiyah yang dipelajari di ukm...huhu...bes plak bile faham ape yang dia ckp (part yang bahase arab tu...)

dlam cte ni termasuk la jugak cinta yang berempat segi, atau berlima segi, tak tahula...sebab hero tu ramai sgt peminat....huhu...but walupon ramai wanita yang menginginkan fakhri, fakhri hanya benar2 mencintai aisya....huhu...yela..dia tertarik pada aisya mase dia bagi tempat duduk kat org amerika yang sakit dlam tren.and pertahankan perlakuannya walupun ade la orng yang narrow minded bantah...aaahh...nak tau tgk je la...maria yang dah lame jadi jiran dia, yang dia kenal, dia tahu maria tu baik (wlupon dia bkn islam) tapi dia tak fall into her.yang lain2 tu maybe wanita2 tu yang lebih tertarik pada kelembutan ati dan kebaikan fakhri tu...

pastu, fakhri kawinla ngn aisyah ni wlupon fakhri 'dilamar' oleh sorang wanita bernama nurul (yang dia dah kenal2 dgn family tapi ati tetap nak kat aisya..)..si nurul ni plak taktau ape masalahnye, smapi ftnah fahkri rogol dia.,(padahal orng len) sbb fakhri tak balas surat cinta dia..
so, dia masukla penjara..aisya kan baru je kawin dgn fahkri, dia jadi ragu2 sape fakhri sebenarnye...dia pon watla 'research'..huhu...pastu dia tau fahkri tu baik sanye..so dia cari la peguam nak bela.tapi takde bukti..arghh...panjang plak nak cte...tapi, ade kaitan la dgn maria sebab maria je bole jadi saksi n buktikan fakhri tak besalah...masalahnye, si perogol tu dah langga si maria smpai dia koma,...

mase maria sakit hampir sampai ajal, aisya yang da jadi isteri fakhri tu, sanggup berkorban sebab dia rase maria ade harapan jadi muslimah and bole keluarkan fakhri dari penjara...so, dia suruhla si fakhri kawin ngn maria...time aksi2 manje and romantik maria n fakhri (dah kawinla time tu), bygkan la perasaan dia mcm mane...tapi pengorbanan yang dia wat sebab dia nak islamkan maria, and selamatkan nyawa maria...huhu...part yang dia beli baju baby (time tu tgah mengandung), bile dia nampak ade psangn lain, tapi dia beli sorang2 je...huwaaaa....sedih tul yang tu...

so...nak cte panjang la plak...ending dia, maria meninggal dalam iman dan fakhri bebas dari penjara...so, at last, fakhri bersama dgn orang yang benar2 dia cinta...tidak sia2 pengorbanan mereka...hahhahahahar... (emosi la plak)..

so, ni ade link ke cte tu kat u-tube...sape lum tgk, bole la tgk...hehehehe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmbuxLz5SUQ (pastu pepandai la korang cari yang sambung2 dia, huhu)

~susahnyeee nak cari,,,,,,~

kenape ek, bile pergi je kedai, susah nak cari baju? bukan takde baju tapi takde yang menepati citarasa...huhu..

bile pergi ke section baju2 perempuan kat parkson, giant, mane2 tempatla...mesti mcm2 style ade..dah elok2 panjang, sleeveless la pulak...dah elok2 lengan panjang, ketat pulak...hmm...kalu seluar, sume nak bg style yang sendat kat ujung kaki...tak pun, boot cut.mcm2.yela, brand overc...maybe susah nak cari...

lepastu pergi la kat tempat yang ade jual baju2 berfesyen muslimah ni...hmm...kalu ade, mesti harga mahal, rm60,70..tapi style dia mcm baju orang tua...hehe..pastu mmg kalu pergi kedai mcm tu, sekeliling kite mmg orng yang berumor 30, 40 an...lepastu, tak tau la kenape ek, baju mcm tu mesti jarang2....ade2 je...tapi seluar maybe ok kot...cume price dia...mahal sketla...

contoh fesyen berpakaian......

tapi, at the same time, rase cam tak berkenan jugak dengan style 'muslimah remaja' yang banyak dalam magazine...sebab pakaian diaorang byak yang membalut aurat n bukan menutup aurat...lepas tu, tudung yang diorang pakai mesti nampak leher...tak pun tak menutup dada..tak menepati citarase jugak...hmmm..bile ade dijual, terpampang tulis, 'baju berfesyen muslimah' tapi menghampakan bile jumpe yang ketat, jarang...berfesyen ade batasnye....
ini cuma pendapat je...sumeorang ade pendapat masing2...huhu




mane nak cari baju ni.... nak cari yang cantik, bergaye n menutup aurat....dan harga berpatutan.... takpe2.. bile da besar nnti, akan ku buka butik pakaian yang menepati citarase ku ini.. huarghahahahhahahaha.........


p/s : gambar sekadar hiasan sahaja....

.: saf :.

hm...its been a long time since i didn't update this blog...quite buzy with packing and shopping and peforming those annual things we do every Ramadhan...cakap pasal saf solat ni, just want to share my experience when i follow tarawikh in certain mosque (cuz sometimes i do it at different place,huhu..)..so, every time the imam recite the iqamah n tell everyone to 'rapatkan saf', there are certain yang penuhkan saf depan tapi ade jugak yang tak nak beralih, maybe sebab their position is under the fan or maybe because they bring along their sejadah.so, takpela, yang nak rapatkan tu just penuhkan ruang yang ade...tapi, masalahnye, between one person and another, there is quite a gap sampai rase boleh kot muat sorang lagi kalu anjak sikit..i dont know why, seolah2 they want to have their own 'private site'...what's the meaning of peforming solat jemaah then...so, i am quite dissapointed back then...when i was in maahad, they really take a deep look about rapatkan saf sampaikan orang belakang boleh tarik orang depan untuk rapatkan gap tu...
some hadith on merapatkan saf...

Diriwayatkan dari Jabir bin Samirah ia berkata, “Rasulullah bersabda, “Tidakkah kalian ingin berbaris, sebagaimana para malaikat berbaris di hadapan Rabb mereka.” Maka kami bertanya, “Bagaimanakah para malaikat berbaris di hadapan Rabb?’ Beliau menjawab, “Mereka menyempurnakan barisan yang depan dan saling merapat di dalam saf.” (Hadis Riwayat Muslim, no. 430)


Dari Abu Hurairah, Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda, “Seandainya orang-orang tahu (pahala) yang terdapat di dalam seruan (azan) dan barisan (saf) pertama kemudian mereka tidak mendapatkan cara untuk mencapainya kecuali dengan cara melakukan undian, pasti mereka akan mengadakannya.” (Hadis Riwayat Bukhari, no. 615. Muslim, no. 137)


its not that hard to rapatkan saf...right?just be close to the person beside u when you are peforming solat jemaah..

lepastu, yang menyedihkan, da abis solat, semua cabut lari, tak nak bersalam...hm...maybe cuz we dont know each other but still, we are related in terms of muslims...i guess maybe many of us didn't realize that...skarang pon, orang bagi salam pada orang yang diorang kenal je...as i heard,it's one of tanda2 kecil hari qiamat when people gives salam just to the person they know..(i realize it in myself, cuz even i didnt give salam to all person...tgk tempatla...)..just giving opinion and at the same time untuk muhasabah diri...