Sunday, September 14, 2008

.: why egypt?? :.

so,so,so....there are a few more days left for me to spend in malaysia...so sad yet quite excited because i want to feel the barakah of ramadahan at egypt as many of seniors told me that the way of celebrating the month of ramadhan there is way way more different than in malaysia...

when i told some of my relatives, freinds, whoever, that i want to futher my studies as a medical syudent at egypt, some of them would ask, why egypt?? why, why,why....

first of all, when i go through the advertisment from MARA and JPA about the scholarship they offered and the rules and terms, amount of years and and the nessesary information, there are list of country that crossed my mind which is AUSTRALIA, IRELAND, JORDAN and EGPYT...

i was really eager to go to the western countries because...erm..i dunno..a was exposed by some of the seniors which study and still studying there and they had quite influence my mind..they sad that the education there is first class, the place is safe, u can learn new culture there and still u can hold to your own relegion...the scenary were beautiful, and i dont know...i was influence by the pictures and all...hahaha.. (maybe cuz i love taking pictures!!)..so, without further action, i choose medical (genarally, where in your choice includes the western countries, india, indonesia, and russia) and it was under JPA.. (filling the forms on the internet...)


there's a week before the deadline to submit the form..after asking some of my friends, many of them choosed MARA and choosed middle-east medic...buut still, i want to stick to what i requested before..then, one of my frens give a really good reason why they choose middle east and MARA..first, if you choose JPA u will have to work for gov for 10years (wowww!!) and the competition to get a place in JPA is tough (the interview session plays an important role)...so, that is the time when i started to 'stop and think' what i have choosed....


after going through the advertisment, if i want to go to western country, i have to go through 1-2 years of matriculation-like course (AUSMAT, A-level) and i can only go if i passed.its ok if i have to pass the foundation course but it will take a really long time for me to become a G.P (about 7-9 years)..then question by question started to crossed my mind, how old am i then by that time? when will i get my first job? when will i do my master? when will i become a specialist and get high salary??(huhu) when will i get married? get my first child?? (that question is out of the topic..hehhe)

then, i was interested by the advertisment when i read that if you choose middle-east medic or if u get russia, you will attend a 3-month language course and then it took only 5-6years to complete basic medical studies..hm...interesting...i study arabic laguage since pre-school and now, this is the time where everything i learn will be useful...if i choose russia, i have to study another language...still, i didn't change the form yet, cuz i really dont know what i want right now...huhu..it is so hard to decide...

then, my mother start telling me about former seniors from my schools who failed to pass the JPA interview..she told me to think about what i really what because this is about my future...after questioning myself again, and again, i decided to change my form a day before the deadline...there it goes...if i get the interview, and passed, i will go to middle east....what??? am i making the right choice????

there must be a reason why ALLAH made my change my form at the last min...

egypt is renowed with the name ard-kinanah and ard-anbiya'...if u look back in history, the earliest civilisation starts at mediterranean sea (mesopotamia) and egypt is one of the earliest country to practice medical..i can improve my skill of communicating in a laguage which i have learnt about 10 years since pre-school ..this would be a really good time for me to practice what i learned...in egypt, there are many 'sheikh' where i can improve my understanding about ISLAm, upgarde my IMAN and learn more and more bout the Quran...and at the same time, i can study medic...don't u see that as an advantage?? egypt is an islamic country, so, before i go to western countries, its a very good opportunity to explore an islamic country and to explore the place where many of our prophet stay and tried to tell their ummat to pray for only ALLAh and nothing else... if i study in malaysia, i will be exposed to the 'dying' social problems in this country and i dont really know how tough is my iman to endure the life as a student in Malaysia with all those social problems..i dont want to take the risk..i want to strengthen my heart and my IMAN before im back to become an example to my little sisters and brothers, to my friends and to the society....

the reason why i post this is to put myself focused and creating a mind set before i go there...about 6 days to come..i am sad to leave everything behind but i am going for a really good reason..i will be back soon, with a degree and upgraded Iman in my heart..i will become a better person..looking at my country from a differrent prespective to make a huge change for my own nation and country...just wait for me, i will be back soon...i will give my best to my family, nation, country and most important of all, i will give my best to get ALLAH's barakah...because that is the main reason why we lived in this world....im just looking at myself right now, im nothing...i will become somebody one day...just wait and see...here i goooo !!!!!!

4 comments:

Imran said...

yeah.Our seats already secured. No nid to take A-level etc2. Egypt!Here we come!LOl

tNOe said...

fiza!
u can do it!

take care ye!
;P

H2 said...

just believe in me tht once u're being abroaden, (or, better said in arabic countries, specifically jordan and egypt) u'll know how precious malaysia is...

it is up to u to believe by now or not....
but, the day will come...

wait for that time and tell me to give u a lump sum of money if that minute still not comin' over...

Malaysia Boleh!

mAtTpEeT said...

all d best! semoge menjadi doktor muslimah yg terbilang! heh.